Hey i just moved out, thats all i wanted to do, i thought that was all i needed but i never felt so alone. I talk and no one listens, i chose to be by myself most of the time. I mean i have great friends, but no one really there, to actually notice me. Wow, i'm really depressed, will the memories of him go away? I want them too, but then again i want to hold on to all that i have, so there is no hope for me. Its so hard, 3years of being noticed to now, where i'm shut out and perfectly placed in a place of madness. Peices of me are gone and never to be again. i can really feel myself slipping away.

its the truth
-Sandi